My class is wearing striped tee today. Having lectures the whole day today. Sian. First lecture was HAP. Yay!! Ah hong brought the Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix! Woo~ Ha ha. He said he confirm remember to bring cause I sent him 4 smses reminding him to bring it, ha ha :) Anyway, Mr Teddy Bear showed us the statistics for the results of our term test. And AY07/08 have created a record for the highest number of failures. Wow! They lecturers were warned not to break this record. Ha ha! Like duh. but we're not getting our results back until the next tutorial. Anyway, because of our extremely wonderful results, we're going to have to pay for it. We are going to have homework to be done and have extra pop quizzes that is going to be counted into out overall scores. Wow. Thanks alot man. Well, cant help it. Had an hour of break before the next lecture starts. Saw ShiYi on the way to ITAS. The retarded stall dampened my mood. they actually forgotten about my damn order and made me wait stupidly in front of the damn stall for 15 minutes. Wow! Settled down for chicken rice after that. Retarded. Saw Low Mei Jun with her friends. I have some comments I'd rather keep to myself. And this guy that I mentioned in my previous entry was there talking about sme stuff which nobody bothered to hear. Again. We were talking about eyes when he proudly tried to cut in and tell us that his brother has smaller eyes than him. wow! How interesting. I have no interest to know. Nobody gave a damn about it. So he repeated it again and again later in the conversation. So I cannot tahan and I said : You've said it thrice already. And he said : That's because you all didn't hear. Lol. Let me tell you this. I heard it. I bet the others heard it as well. just that it isn't interesting. :D Went for BCHM lecture after lunch. Luckily I didn't receive the test paper until the lesson was over. Otherwise I would have paid even lesser attention in the lecture. This is what happened. Li Ian topped our class. Congrats! :) Good job girl^^ And thanks for your ham croissant!
I was afraid to get back my results cause I thought I'm going to do badly for it. But I reluctantly went to collect my results from Nicholas cause Mandy said that he's going to just leave it on the chair if I didn't collect it and when that happens, everyone will know my marks. So I collected but didn't see. Mandy helped me see it and it turned out to be the wrong paper. Lol! I took the pop quiz paper instead. Ha ha! After that, i refused to collect another time cause I really have a bad feeling about it. Mandy kindly went to collect it for me instead. The news was, :"You scored not bad what. Above average." I would be happy of the 'average; was 40. lol. But obviously it wasn't. It's 30. Wow! And then Casey stupidly went to add on :"Actually ** is ok la." Excuse me uncle! In the first place who asked you to poke your bloody long nose and see my results? Even if you've seen it, can't you just shut your bloody huge trap? I already said so many times that I DON'T WANT TO KNOW MY RESULTS RIGHT? Which word of I don't want to know my results do you not understand? Shit you man! I was bloody pissed la! I immediately shouted at him and he can still say :"chill chill" jokingly. As if the person I'm scolding isn't him. You have the skin of a rhinoceros man! Nehnehpok. Everyone were like :"relax relax" Sorry for my retarded attitude people. There's a limit to my tolerance. Bear bear pushed me out of the LT and we headed to Cheers. We were 10 minutes late for the lecture. Lol. I completely no mood to listen after that. So I emo-ed while the others were paying attention. Well, it's my loss. Not theirs. Anyway, I played with my handphone as I didn't bring my calculator today. I was completely in my own emo world emoing and feeling extremely down about what happened just now. I don't like my results. It is an ugly number. It sucks. Shit me. I am down. Extremely down. Freak. I didn't pay attention throughout the whole lecture. Serves me right if I fail the next OC test. I chose not to hear. So I have to bear the freaking consequences. I am stupid! I am stupid! I am stupid! :'( I was really irritated by him la. I was lucky enough to sit beside him for 4 whole hours during lecture. Shit. He actually speaks to himself. But it still irritates me. because I have something against him and his hair. I am feeling evil. I am feeling down and evil. I am feeling jealous, down and evil. Why can't I ever sit down and study properly. it's always last minute work. Never in my entire stupid life did I once sit down 1 week before the exams start to study. It's always one day before hand. Which explains my results. I am stupid :'( I know how to have better results but I choose not to do it. Stupid girl. I have not felt what being motivated feels like ever since Adam khoo's workshop Even then, the motivation lasted for less than three miserable days. Someone; anyone; please motivate me to do better. I need help. Please. Accompanied Mandy to return her library book before heading home. Thank you Mandy and bear bear for smsing me. :) Sorry people. I know my attitude really sucked today. But I was down and pissed. Please forgive me. I hope tomorrow will be a better day and I can behave better. Wish me luck.
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