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Monday, December 31, 2007

Boo hoo hoo. School reopened today. And I learned that NYP and SP do not have school. Grr! I didn't have a clue what the lecturer was talking about for MSt2. Sian. Went to ITAS during lunch. I ordered Mee Soto. And guess what? The stupid aunty put alot of chili into my noodles when I asked for a little. Shit sia. made my tongue feel as if it's on fire. Ha ha.
Oh ya. And Mandy's shirt was out of order today! Ha ha! So we went to the bookshop after eating to buy some materials to rescue her poor little blouse. Lol.
HPI lecture after that. And Miss Hor went through the bloody test paper. Sian la. Even thought my score wasn't lousy, it isn't good either. gay shit. Mandy is super pro ok. i don't want to talk about it la. Ha ha! Anyway, Mandy spotted Jia Lin. Nothing much to talk about her la. Just know that she still looks like a pig. :P
Mandy was waiting for Zheng Yun. And I didn't feel like going home so early. Cause I bet the bus stop would be flooded with people. So we drifted to the library. but it was closed! Because school is half day today. Tomorrow is NEW YEAR! :D :D Then we were like damn sian. Cause we were freaking warm and there's not a single place with air con. Then our legs carried us to the over head bridge. But since we didn't want to leave school, Mandy suggested going to the end of Engine. So we drifted all the way to the Convention Centre. We were like super hopeful that there would finally be air con. BUT BUT BUT BUT, it was even more stuffy. So we just walked down a random stairs and we made a huge discovery! THERE WAS COMPUTER IN A SUPER ULU PLACE!!!! Ha ha. I was fascinated by this fact. And the keyboard was like super cute la. Cause it was flat and stuck to the table. Unlike the usual ones. Plus, we can use the internet without having to login with our admission number. Cool shit sia!
So we spent about 15 minutes reading blogs before drifting all the way back again. cause Zheng Yun finally reached TP. Ha ha. Mandy and I then made our way to the overhead bridge while Zheng Yun went to hand in some stuff. Then I bade farewell to them before going home.
AVP tomorrow with secondary school friends at PS. I have never step foot into PS since I don;t know when. ha ha. So I bet I will feel as if it was a new shopping centre. Lol. I damn scared the movie will be scary la. Cause it's NC16 violence. And I have 'vowed' never to watch NC16 movies again due to two horrifying experiences. Just wish me luck. Ha ha. It's such a pity Mandy couldn't join us.
P.S. : Enjoy your family outing tomorrow, Mandy! :D :D

3:49 PM

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Like wtf la! Yesterday i asked my mum to buy me a tamagotchi. She refused and said that my room was in a mess and wanted me to clean it up. So i went home and obediently packed up.
Then when i asked her again today, she began talking all sorts of crap. She nagged and nagged and nagged non-stop. So, i started counting the number of plates of sushi on the conveyor belt. To distract myself from crying and to make her nagging sound more distant. Lol.
Anyway, she didn't buy me the tamagotchi. Gay shit gay shit gay shit gay shit la!! Play with my feelings. Luckily I didn't get my hopes up high. But i was still disappointed though I have something to say. I think Mandy is super pro. Cause she told me that she can eat almost twenty plates of sushi by herself. And guess the total number of plates my mum, sis and I ate? 12. Lol. And we were like damn full.
SCHOOL REOPEN TOMORROW. Boo hoo hoo :(
P.S. : I think the school is super stingy. They can't even give us another day of holiday and reopen school on wednesday.

3:47 PM

Thursday, December 27, 2007

I had to reach school at .45 for WTech field trip. To the NEWater plant. -_-" I've been there for like twice already. So plus today's trip, it's three times. Retarded.
Blah blah blah all the way till 12 before the bus sent us back to TP. WTech project group went to TM for lunch before buying the materials and then heading for clairmond's house. Mandy and I went to have Unagi bento instead cause we weren't comfortable around wess lee's friends. Ha ha! Yummy lunch. But too much unagi makes me sick. Lol.
Then we stoned in NTUC till the others finished their lunch. We discussed our project in NTUC. LOL. Retarded. And we ended up going home. So stupid la. I was damn tired. Must be due to my heavy bag.
Course selection tomorrow. OMG!!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO CHOOSE!!!!!!! PST or BMT? Should I follow my heart or my mind. Boo hoo. I hate decision making. :(
School is going to reopen on the 31st of dec. What a retarded date.

3:01 PM

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Wow wee. I bet WTech is going o drive me crazy one of these days. Why? Cause I've been having the same dream about WTech for like three times already. Retarded shit right? I know.
I have been dreaming that I was preoccupied with something when I suddenly realised that I have completely forgotten that I have a WTech term test later in the afternoon. Then I will panic and start worrying about failing the test.
Freaking retarded right? I've dreamt it like three times already. And every time I dream about it, I will wake up thinking if there really is a WTech test the following day.

And another new dream I've just had today. I dreamt that the whole class had to swim 1.6km to pass our NAFA. and we were swimming across a bridge that was submerged in water. LOL. We had to swim 6 laps. So I was dilly dallying until I loked at my watch and realised that I had 5 minutes left. So I chionged the last lap and made it in time. So Mandy and I were like super high that we passed. ha ha! Stupid. Then I took out a plastic box from my bag and showed Dolyce three hamsters. Then she said that the hamsters were very big and returned them back to me. -_-"
Retarded shit. The hamsters look like Theodore. But the only difference was they were stripe-ed red and white. Lol.

12:23 PM

Monday, December 24, 2007

I didn't feel as jealous as I usually would have when I heard what she said. I was surprised when all I felt was a just pin prick. Have I been numbed by the same thing that keeps repeating over and over again? Or have I just become more matured and not let these trivial things bother me? I wish the latter could be the answer to my question. but I cannot be too sure about it. Maybe a mixture of both. I said it more than once. But since nothing was made out of what I've said, I do not wish to repeat it again. If I have already said it more than once and nobody gives a damn about it, I doubt there would be any difference if I repeated myself another time. Or even, a hundred times more.
Felicia shall close one eye and pretend she have heard nothing in future if the same thing happens again. And I'm sure it will.

12:59 PM

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Met jia lin at the bus stop outside Century Square before going for lunch at Burger King. Yummy! But I couldn't eat with a peace of mind because someone kept hurrying me to eat faster. Poor old me with my poor tongue. Lol. Rushed to popular to buy sketch book before heading towards Tampines mrt station to meet jia lin's friend's friends. Haha. We saw their legs before we saw their face and we decided that they will not be good looking. And voila! Our guesses were right. Haha. Evil shit sia.
Met yvonne on the platform before heading towards Expo. We saw Dominick too. Eww. Met Chen Yuan at Expo and dilly dally-ed for a while before going to hall 8 to be seated. So mandy people and so little space, bodoh. Changed to a better seat. But, we still couldn't get a good view of the stage. So we settled for the screen instead. Lol. Jia lin says we didn't reach there early enough. I have no comments.We sung some songs before the skit began. I admitted I was throwing a little tantrum during the drama. Sorry. :( cause I wasn't satisfied with the seat. Plus we had to turn our head to stare at the screen. Lol. The skit was rather funny. But I bet I would have enjoyed it more if I didn't spoil my own mood. Gay shit. Candles were passed to us before the skit started and were lighted after the skit ended.The pastor gave a tiny speech before asking us to snuff out the flame and to hug our neighbours. He then followed with an extremely long speech that touched me. I was holding back my tears. I admit I was tempted to accept christ. But I hesitated. I might do it when I turn 21. :D
Service ended after the speech. We then strolled to hall 7 to get our free doughnuts, drink and popcorn. Woo hoo! Damn sweet bodoh. But nice. Hehe. We sw this extremely, super duper uper tall ang moh guy. And guess how tall is he? He's 2.1metres!!!! Scary bodoh. I bet we are like small kids to him. Haha. Walked to the food court nearby to buy some food next. But we didn't get anything. Instead, we walked to the bus stop to join jia lin and jasmine to accompany Yvonne to wait for her bus to come. I told Mei jun about They Kiss Again. It's really damn nice la! But Mei Jun CANNOT WATCH! Muahahaha. :D :D
Followed Jia Lin back to hall 7 to get the candy canes from her before heading home with Chen Yuan and Kai Lun.thank you, Jia Lin! Saw Xian Bi on the way out of the Hall. He's wearing braces! Lol. And he's shorter than me. Yipee!
P.S. : I'm not shorter than the netball girl!!! :D
P.P.S : Today is a wonderful day. Wonderful service, wonderful praises. Haha!

3:51 PM

Friday, December 21, 2007

Collected bu bu from beng. Like finally. Haha. Headed to TP next for WTech project meeting. Wess lee says that i'm full of crap. But, my crap are useful ok. Better than no crap right. Haha! Joseph's friend is also irritating. But not as irritating as Joseph. Lol!
I suggested to go for a movie after the meeting cause i don't feel like going home so early. So Mandy accompanied me to my house to put Bu bu first before walking to Century Square. We went to check the movie timings for Alvin and the Chipmunks at both CS and TM. Walked pass Billy Bomber's to see if Dolyce's working. But we didn't see her. Asked Alex along as well. Bought the 3.50 tickets cause Alex had to collect his passport from Lavender there.Walked around. Went window shopping cause Mandy and I are broke after paying for the tickets. I like a piggybank that costs $16.50. Damn ex la!! Haha. Anyway, Alex finally came at around 3. Went NTUC to buy some snacks to smuggle in before rushing to CS to catch the movie. Cannot be late!! Haha.
I LOVE THEODORE!! Woo hoo! The fat chipmunk rules!! Damn freaking cute la! Haha. Walked to TM after the movie to accompany Mandy check the timing for warlord. She's gonna watch another movie with her primary school friend and her friend's friend which she doesn't know. Poor girl! She was like damn unwilling to say bye bye to Alex and I. Haha. Good luck, darling!Went to buy Nasi Lemak before walking home with Alex.Christmas celebration at City Harvest church tomorrow with Jia Lin, Mei Jun, chen yuan and some other 4D girls. :D
P.S : THEODORE IS FREAKING ULTRA CUTE!!

3:50 PM

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Finally undated my blogggggg. Four new posts at once. Retarded shit/ Anyway, I was in malaysia from the 15th till the 18th. I LOVE THE HOTEL BODOH!!! Cause it's a suite. Tralala~ No more linked rooms for us. Woo hoo! Plus plus plus, shopping centre directly downstairs. Times Square :D
The swimming pool was super tempting. So we went shopping for swimming costumes. I finally have a one piece swimming costume! Two piece ones are just too much for me. maybe I iwll get one after I go for breasts augmentation. LOL! Not much shopping done though. Bought two formal shirt, a dress pants and a dress/shirt from Roxy. That's about it.
Hmm. Boring post, Lost touch with blogging. BEAR WITH ME! :D:D
Collecting bu bu tomorrow before going for WTech project meeting. Look forward to seeing bubu tomorrow, Mandy! Ha ha.
Just finished watching They Kiss Again. Super nice! Joe Cheng is super duper uper handsome. Lucky Ariel. Random shit.
Oh ya. One more thing. MY COM IS DOWN. GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY CAN!! Keeps shutting down so suddenly. I bet I turned it on at least 30 times just to finish watching the entire episode of TKA. -_-"
Ulcer on the root of my tongue. Killer bodoh. I wish never to have an ulcer on my tongue ever again!! :)

8:51 PM

Friday, December 14, 2007

Met Beng, Alex and Bear bear in school to pass bu bu to jun hong. They confident bodoh. Haha! They say the LUMBER one student will come from our class. THATS MEAN they each have a 33% chance of topping MSt1. Hahahahahahaha! I'm evil bodoh.
Anyway, I'M GOING TO MALAYSIA TOMORROW!! Woo hoo! Shiok-ness :D :D :D

8:50 PM

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Sentosa outing!!! Woo hoo! I am late. Lol. But only for 10 minutes :) Met Alex. Then Dol and WX. Then Jun hong came. And finally the cute and bouncy bear bear came.. Haha!
Made our way to outram park before changing train to harbour front. And something stupid happened. The train came I walked into the train. Then the next moment, i heard 'beep beep beep beep beep' and turned around. Guess what. The door closed and the rest haven't even boarded the train yet. Gay shit la! Haha! Damn funny bodoh. They were laughing. I was laughing. But i didn't dare laugh when the train started moving cause I was afraid others might think I was crazy. Lol! Waited for their train to come before going out to meet Mandy, Ain and Ayu.
Had breakfast at MacDonald's before meeting my ah lau. He's like super clever la. He reached earlier than us and he cleverly punched his card and stood outside the monorail waiting for us when there's like a dozen seats outside. Lol! GL sia! Haha.Walked like a super long way until we finally reached the volley ball court only to find out that we had to rent to use it. Retarded shit. So we settled with Captain's ball. But only for less than 30 minutes. I think.
And all we did after that was to play with the water and sand. buried bear bear and gave him a pair of boobs, balls and an out of shape dick. Haha!Anyway, I regretted not bringing extra clothes cause I super wanted to go and have a dip in the water. Jealous bodoh. But i entertained myself by trying to catch fish. But i caught none. Instead, I got myself a burnt back. Red bodoh. Haha.

SIGNATURE POSE!! -_-"

Took the tram to bathe. Thank you, Dolyce for the shampoo, conditioner and soap! :D :D guess who I saw. Desmond!! Haha. I got a shock when Mandy said it was desmond cause I didn't recognise him. i thought he was her friend. LOL! He have six packs bodoh. And he still have the scary face. Haha! Headed towards Vivo for a drink at starbucks while Dolyce left to meet her friend. This is my second time drinking coffee in my whole life. Lol!Ain and Ayu left after the drink. So did Casey. But the problem was, I didn't even know he left. Haha. Evil sia.
So only me, Mandy, Bear bear, Jun Hong, WX and Alex stayed. The original SBRT! Sexy, bodoh! Haha. Shopped and shopped till my legs wanted to break. I'm just not made for shopping. Mandy pro sia. She shop non stop when everyone was like tired and hungry and all. Haha! Anyway, WE LOVED THE DIESEL BELT WE SAW!! We were like : 'damn nice! Damn nice! Damn nice! I like the belt! Aarrgghh!!' hahaha!! It's really damn nice bodoh. But I bet the price is damn nice as well! Haha. Love Gap toddler apparels and Esprit kids. Lol. Their damn cute la! But the price is super not cute. He he. Finally had dinner at foodcourt before going home.
Thanks, Alex, bear bear and Jun hong for sending me home! :D Bringing bu bu to school tomorrow for best friend to help me look after while i'm away at Malaysia. Thank you too! :D :D
P.S.: Is love in the air?

P.S.S : Sorry people, for flaring up. i know it was a little over the top. Spoiled everyone's mood for that moment. I'M SORRY!! :(

8:47 PM

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Why is it that I am the only one you choose to scold? Why is it that I am the only one that got caned since young? You never bothered to find out the truth. Or maybe, you know the truth. But you just chose me to vent your anger on. Why? Is it because i'm the eldest? Is it because she's 'still too young'? Or is it because you're just plain biased?
I admit. You might have bought more stuff for me than for her. So? Does it mean that spending more money on me gives you the right to scold me out of the blue? If that's the case, i'd rather you buy absolutely nothing for me and just shower me with more love, care and concern. That's all i ask of you. Simple. But impossible.You complained that you are feeling worn out. You complain that i do not help with the house chores at all. You cry in front of me. Does making me feel miserable give you a kick? If yes, then you must be sick in the mind.
Others can sit down and have a talk openly with their parents. Others adviced me to sit down and talk openly to you. I want to. But is it even possible? I can just forget about it. Just wishful thinking on my part. There were times when i told myself to pluck up the courage to confront you and have a heart to heart talk. But i never had enough courage to do so. Coming to think of it, i think our relationship is just pathetic. Nothing else. Who the hell would need to consider so much just to have a chat with their parents?
If you've known in the past that you would be under tremendous stress coping with providing for the family, then why did you choose to divorce? Even if you guys had no choice and divorce was the only option, why did you insist on having my custoday? I could have been much well off now. I might be some rich ass not having to care a shit about having insufficient money to further my studies.
How biased can you be? You caned me whenever i did something wrong. And all you did when she did something wrong was to scold. Not even lifting a finger to hurt her. She have not even been given one stroke of the caned throughout her life. You even believe her lies instead of all the truth that i tell you. You do not even try to listen to me. What she says is always the truth. I am always the naughty kid. The one that was rude. The one that caused trouble in school. The one with the lousy grade.How can it be that every mum would feel the heart ache after scolding their daughter and you can joke right after slapping my face. Not one. Not twice. But countless of times. Left and right, left and right. As if it didn't matter because my face isn't yours. Because if i get disfigured, you wouldn't be the one getting the weird stares from strangers. Because i was the one feeling the pain. Not you.
Which mother would make her kid feel so left out, she had suicidal thoughts at a tender age of 11. I've never gone out with my primary school friends before. Not even once. And i've never been angry about that. Instead, the thoughts that came into my mind whenever I think of going out for the first time, is not which shopping centre to go to. Not which friend I wanted to go out twith. But, which place should I go to kill myself. That's how I felt when I was a kid. I've always thought to myself that she will regret for life if she ever let's me go out with my friends. Because, i will never come back once i leave the house. Of course that didn't happen.
She even forced me to such an extent, that i used a pin and carved the word 'hate' on my wrist.All these retarded shitty stuff only happens to me. It's like super what the fuck.
Shit her.

8:45 PM