Wednesday i not a happy day. Cause I emo-ed after PLM's pop quiz. Then I got uber frustrated during CSAS cause I simply wasn't in the mood to do the damn paraphrasing exercise. And my face super attitude. Which I regretted. PUO lab was even worse. Briefing lasted for almost an hour. Then the practical was freaking pathetic. It was supposed to be a GROUP work. But it ended up with 5 people doing everything. Wow. So we went to isolate ourselves and our faces super the buay song.
In short, wednesday totally sucked.
Thursday was much better. Beside the stomachache which almost killed me.
The usually excitement wasn't there. Sem 2.2 is going to be bad Cause there isn't any APEL. Which means I can't see my clique people. Which means.. I don't want to think about it.
I just read an email. And it got my thoughts running. I may put you in the first place of my friends list. But I I bet I wouldn't be in the first place of yours.
I am always the inferior one. In terms of friendship. In terms of school work. In terms of results. In terms of popularity. In terms of looks. In terms of everything.
I will be numb to all these things one day and it isn't a good thing at all. :
I am not sad. I am just doubtful. Insecure. Unsure.
I feel like I'm just floating along.