Mei jun ar. I won't forget you la. It's just that now, you have you own group of friends and I have mine. So naturally, we'll have lesser time for each other. Of course I feel happy knowing that you're happy, enjoying yourself with your clique.
But there are times when I will wonder to myself if our promise to each other will still hold true. Will we really be able to stay friends forever? Given the current situation, we hardly ever sms each other. Needless to say, I can count the number of times we had lunch together with one hand.
Do you dare say that saying hello whenever we bump into each other, and a hug, is sufficient?

All I need is a yes from you.

I am still rotting at home.
Cycling session this thursday with people that share the same love for cycling as me!
Spending quality time together is the most important thing on earth yo.

Yesterday, my life was filled with computer, breakfast cereal and TV. Full stop.
So poor thing right me. I had breakfast cereal for breakfast, I had breakfast cereal for lunch, I had breakfast cereal for diner. And, I had the same breakfast cereal for all three meals. Pro or what?
no no no. I'm not on a diet. It's just that there's nothing else in my house except breakfast cereal, and breakfast cereal. Like wow. Ha ha.

I shall forget the old and concentrate on the new. :D
Jealous Felicia no more.
Emo Felicia no more.
Cause from now onwards, my principle shall be:
If they don't care about you, then don't care about them either. Cause they're not worth it. :)

How many of you out there are interested in what I did yesterday? Nevermind, I don't care. I shall just tell the whole world. Lol.
I sat in front of my laptop and watched It started with a kiss all over again, from episode 1 to 10. Cause I didn't have the other episodes. Haven't downloaded them yet.
Ya. I sat in front of the com from 10 till 5. Shiok or what? Ha ha. And I'm going to do the same thing for today. After finished downloading the rest of the episodes. Woo!
Felicia is enjoying life and getting fatter at the same time now. :) :)

Photography lesson with Jun Hong and Mandy today!
Met Mandy at the bus stop before heading to Cyber Centre to report. Met Jun Hong there as well before going in. And the first task we were supposed to do was to grab a camera each, and go around taking pictures of anything we wanted. The time limit was 2 hours. Super long la.
So we walked UNDER THE SUN towards bedok reservoir. And I perspired. Freaking hot man. I bet I was tanned. Like a little bit. Ha ha.
And we finished 30 mins earlier! Wee! So we had our lunch break 30 mins earlier. And guess who I saw at Mensa. Car, Jess, Jo and Ron. Like wow. Lol.
Went back to Cyber Centre to slack before we made our way to the dark room. And the room certainly did live up to its name man. We were supposed to roll the film into some roll thingy in the dark, with the lights off. And when they really turned off the lights, the room was really dark. There was no difference when I opened and closed my eyes. And I couldn’t see my hand even though it was already touching my face. That was how dark the room was. No joke man. But it started getting slightly uncomfortable when they still didn’t turn on the lights even though Mandy and I have already finished everything that we had to do. That was because some other people were taking their own sweet time. Gay.
Then many different chemicals was added to the canister holding our precious film. And a series of shaking, waiting, rinsing of our film followed. And when it was finally done, I looked at the entire roll of film eagerly and to my disappointment, more than half of the frames were black. Wa lao. Super gay la. All my effort under the sun, tolerating its killer rays and heat. Tsk!
Then we were given blank pieces of paper, and then do some things (I’m lazy to explain. Heh.), and then develop our photos. Like those that you see on TV. Soak the paper in trays of different solutions and we will see the pictures slowly developing. Quite cool. So yea.
All in all, the workshop was rather enjoyable. :D
P.S: Mandy, I also lazy to scan the photos! Ha ha.

Met Joanne for K session today! Lol.We went around E hub for a while before deciding to go and check out the prices at kbox.After that, we had lunch at some Korean restaurant.
Half way through, I received three identical smses from Carissa. She asked if I wanted to go for K session. LOL! Super coincidental la! So we met up with Car and jess at the downtown east bus stop before heading to kgarden for my first every K experience with my friends. :D :D It was fun singing! Even though I sang horribly. Ha ha!
Oh ya. And there was two uninvited guests that disrupted our k session.
Guest #1:
We saw guest #1 when Jo accidentally overturned the bowl of nuts. Then she and Jessic suddenly screamed. So car and my involuntar reflex action was to followe what the other two girls did. Scream and lift our legs up onto the sofa. Ha ha! And the #1 was a freaking centipede! Poisonous man. And then the guy came in to see what happened but we lost the cetipede. So the next 10 mins or so was spent looking for it. And we couldn't sing anymore. Lol. And then my sharp eyes saw it. Muahahaha. So I went: "Neh! Neh! Neh! Neh! Neh!" Ha ha. And we quickly called the guy to come in.
And guess what he did. He actually stepped on the centipede. Twice. And broke it into half. Lol.
But when the search for guest #1 was going on I saw something else. Guest #2. But I wasn't se if it was a roach. I thought it was just some hole in the wall or what. Cause the room was dark ma.
So after the guy went away, I told the other 3 girls and guess what. It really was a roach. How fantastic. So we opened the door and called for help again. And he did the same thing. Kicked the roach and sweep it using a broom. -.-
The k session was like in a jungle adventure man. Ha ha. And we can finally sing in peace. Heh. :)
Dined at Aston’s before heading home. And my nightmare started during the bus ride home. Because it was already dark and we couldn’t identify the correct bus stop to alight, I tapped my ez link too early. This means we had to alight at that stop. WHICH IS THE WRONG ONE. -.- But being ‘adventurous’, we decided to walk to see if we can reach the correct bus stop. But after walking for two bus stops, we gave up and took 136 again. The same bus service that we were riding earlier on.
Then Joanne alighted and the bus brought car and I to some place that we never pass by before. And we quickly alighted. Then I smartly and confidently told Carissa I knew the way back to the bus stop from which we took 136. And it turned out I was wrong. In fact, terribly wrong. Cause the bus stops that we walked towards, they didn’t even have 136. And I seriously felt we were lost and taxi was the only transport that I could think of that would bring me home safely.
Then we decided to take 109 to Pasir Ris. And I agreed. Cause we most definitely would be more familiar with Pasir Ris than Seng Kang. When we finally reached Pasir Ris, we alighted at some random bus stop, took 89 to the downtown east bus stop, before changing to 21. Which was the bus take took me home. Ha ha!
So retarded right. We took like 5 buses and a lot of walking before we finally reached home. -.-

FELICIA, JUST ACCEPT IT.
You guys know why I wrote this sentence? I think you don't. You might know without knowing that you know it. Oh well. I think there's no point in elaborating futher.
No no no. I'm not showing my attitude. It's just that I've said it like a million times. But there's not a single change. So I guess saying it for the 1000001th time wouldn't help either. Right?
Felicia, I don't sympatise you. I PITY YOU.

On a lighter note, someone called me yesterday night. I was slightly surprised when I saw the missed call. But the chat on the phone was great.
I asked questions that have been nagging in my head ever since things started going a little wrong. And that person answered me without beating around the bush. Oh ya. And she shared things with me just like she used to before the unahppy episode began. So yup. I'm happy yesterday night. :D

Ok. I am currently slightly in shock. Not because of good results.
The examination results are out. And I only knew it this morning when I did some blog surfing and the hot topic was the results.
And I felt my heart pumping faster. I was close to hyperventilating. I was ultra nervous.
But I summoned all the courage I had. Which was very little. Lol.
Typed in the TP website address, signed in and signed in again. And now, the moment of truth. The results are just a click away.
Then my mouse went "click" and tadaa! I covered the results with a piece of paper. Ha ha!
Damn scared la.
I went 'phew' when I saw the first grade. Then the next was 'woo'! And when I came to the third subject, my smile disappeared and I got a huge shock. Like seriously. I got a bloody C+ for OC2.
So much for feeling so confident. So much for saying OC2 was easy. And I actually got a C+ for it. I expected at least a B+, my friend. And this is my first ever C+. That explains why I'm shocked. It was supposed to be my most confident subject. But it turned out to be my worse.
After that, I literally didn't feel much for the rest of the grades. Even though I still revealed them row by row, the excitement wasn't there.
Then it came to the cGPA part. Needless to say, it dropped yet again.
Even though I'm not surprised about it, I still felt a tinge of sadness even though I already knew it would happen. And already expected it to happen. In fact, i would be rather taken aback if my cGPA increased.
It's really easy for your cGPA to drop. But if I want it to climb back up, the energy needed would be like a million times more than to make it drop. Get it? Nevermind.
I AM NOT HAPPY NOW.
I LOST MY APPETITE FOR BREAKFAST.
SUPER GAY CAN?!?!?!?! GRR!!!

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
Can I opt for an around the world trip? :D

2. What's your favourite thing to do?
Sit in front of the computer, TV and chatting NON-STOP with my friends.

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
Hmm. Yes. Such as going on a holiday, pampering yourself and anything materialistic. And no. Such as in terms of relationships.

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
A doctorate!!!!! :D :D :D

5. Things you can't live without:
My handphone, computer, family and friends!

6. What are you afraid to lose?
My IC, family and friends.

7. If you win 1 million, what would you do?
I will buy a car and a house and save the rest for education. Muahahaha!

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
A doctor. But it is something impossible and I have long given up on that thought.

9. List down 3 good points of the person who gave this survey:
He is happy go lucky.
He is not materialistic.
He is easy going.

10. What makes me happy?
Spending quality time with my friends. Buying stuff. Getting good grades. LAUGHING!!!

11. What type of person do you hate most?
I don't hate. I will dislike that person. I dislike people that are:
stingy
kiasu
back stabber
lier
fake
show offs

12. If you could have a superpower what would it be
I want to have super memory!

13. Would you go for happiness or money?
Can I choose both? Ha ha.

14. Who do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My mother. Like duh.

15. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, would you die for him/her?
No. Because I've never had one, still don't have one, and might not have one.

16. Who was the last person who hugged you?
I don't remember. That shows how long I've not been hugged by someone else. Boo hoo.

17. What is the one thing you want badly now?
3.5 cGPA. And I know I will not get it. :(

18. Whom are you close to?
My sister? I don't know.

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
No. Like duh!

20. If you could do one thing all over again, what would it be?
Love my grandmother more.

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7 things that scares you:
Robbers
Molesters
Rapist
Ghosts
Death of my loved ones
Contracting a terminal illness
Being left on the shelve

7 things that you like most:
Money
Buffet
Family and friends
Laughing
Having a maid
Good results
TV and computer

7 random facts bout me:
I feel buay song when other girls are taller than me
I am afraid to go home at night
I love food
I want to have ang moh kids
I wish to be a tai tai
I've had the same weight ever since secondary school
I hate household chores

7 things that I plan to do before I die:
Have a boyfriend
Have an angmoh husband
Have ang moh kids
Be rich
Retire at a young age
Invite all my friends to my wedding
See snow

7 things that I can't do:
Touch the sky
Be shorter
Become a doctor
Become pretty
Reverse time
Drive a car
Improve my GPA

7 things you are attracted to in the opposite sex:
Blond hair
Grey eyes
at least 1.8m
Gentlemanly
Generous
Caring
Love me more than I love him

7 things that I often say:
Gay la!
Idiot
Retarded
shit
stupid la
wait
sian

Yay! So fun to do the survey. Lol.

Sometimes, I feel that my life is fated to be like that. Be remembered and forgotten as and when people like it.
And this is the time of the year where I will keep thinking and thinking about things. And get emo.
There's something I don't understand. I don't understand why my words always fall on deaf ears. They will promise me, and when the time comes for them to make good their words, they forget about it completely.
Maybe there's just a simple logic behind this problem. Behind my problem. Old friends gets forgotten when new friends come into their lives. This is the only answer I can come up with. No?
Also, there's this other problem. Other's trying to sow discord when I shared my feelings.
Boy am I glad I'm in a science school and not the complicated business school.
Mandy once said that meeting up once a year is already sufficient. That, I agree. But on one condition. The friendship shared between these friends must be as strong as the hardest metal on earth. As hard as the hardest stone on the planet.
Oh well. You will know who your true friends really are in times of crisis.

I am back! Lol.
FYI, I was working in bloody carrefour for the entire of last week. Which means all seven days. Terrible right!
So, a summary of what work was like for the past 7 days:

Day 1 sucked.
Day 2 sucked.
Day 3 sucked.
Day 4 sucked.
Day 5 sucked.
Day 6 sucked.
Day 7 sucked.

Short and sweet right. So ya. The work sucked. And let me warn all of you. DON'T EVER CONSIDER WORKING FOR CARREFOUR!
Seriously. A bunch of us went to work as cashiers and we were expected to stand for the whole day. And there wasn't even a tiny stool for us to sit. It's super WTH.
But thankfully, the nightmare is finally OVER!!
I dreaded going to work everyday. And I dreamt of the bloody counter almost every night! It's super scary can! See the cashier even in my dreams. Wa. Ultimate man! Worse than OC. I thought dreaming about the molecular formulas was bad enough. Ha ha.
So I am currently in a nuaing state right now. My bum will be stuck to the sofa temporarily until I think I have replenished all the energy I've lost standing in carrefour. Ha ha!

Today, I have a one day job at downtown east and we're supposed to reach that place by 7.30am! And guess what. I reached there at 6 50. Stupid right! Lol.
Joined Alex and some other people whom I don't know for breakfast.
Took my attendance and we were separated into groups of two. And just like I expected, I was separated from the rest of the girls. -_-" I think I should have already gotten used to it by now.
But my partner was a nice girl. :)
Slacked around till the event started.
Wa. I tell you ar.
My job is SUPER DUPER UPER TIRING TO THE MAX LAAAAA!!!!!
Cause we're all posted at different stations to be game masters. And the game I kena was called hoopla. All you had to do is to throw the hoop and hoop it around the elephant's tusks.
I started out being an extremely friendly person. Smiles, good luck wishes and all.
Then, when the retarded and KIASU people started throwing the bloody hoops out of the 'net' or whatever you call it, my face started to change. Like how the clouds change from being blue and sunny to dark and grey on a stormy day. My face was like that. And then something happened which made lighting and thunder appear on my already dark and grey face. Let me describe it to you.
As I was saying, the retarded people were continuously throwing the hoop out of the net and my poor partner and I had to keep on picking it up. So, as usual, when I was picking up the hoop, the girl continued throwing. I had my back to the bloody hell of a girl and when I was a bout the stand up,
THE BLOODY HELL OF A GIRL THREW HER HOOP AND IT WENT OUT OF THE NET AND IT EFFING HOOPED MY HEAD, DAMMIT!!!!!!
Ya. And that was when I turned around and stared that that asshole with my killer stare. But guess what the whole line of people that were waiting for their turn did. They laughed at me. Non-stop some more. Wa. I tell you ar. My already black face became even blacker. Even though I don't know how black can become blacker, it just did.
Ya. This was how the grey and dark clouds became a thunderstorm.
And one more thing. This event made me realise how kiasu Singaporeans ar. These people, they were allowed to play the game as long as the queue again after their turn was over. And this stupid lady with her two daughters, and another lady with her fat husband, and a girl in a yellow t-shirt which reads "say" did just that. After the game, they just kept queueing again and again. All for the sake of a PENCIL. So I had to keep seeing their faces over and over again. Wa. I was sick of them already. All my partner and I want to do was to say: "Nah. I give you the entire pack of pencils. SHOO!"
Carissa came over for a surprise visit in the afternoon! Ha ha. Hello! Lol.
Yea. So all these things were more or less what happened. Ended work at about 7. Then Mandy, Jun hong and I slacked all the way to 8 before heading off for dinner. But we took 45 mins to finally decide where to eat. And we ate at BK. How lame.
Oh ya. And I saw that fruit at eHub, carissa! But I didn't dare to look at it directly. Cause I bet she would have recognised me. Heh.
1 week job at Suntec tomorrow. Boo!