The buffet at Grandcopthorn was cancelled. Boo hoo!
We went to another chinese restaurant in that hotel instead. But the food was great great great! Ha ha.
That's all I have to say about today. Lol.

The entire of thursday was spent in front of the com playing Sims 2, and trying to make them have a baby. Ha ha! My Sims couple is super loving la! All they think of is kiss, kiss, and babies. Horny yea? Lol.
Friday was much more eventful. Started off with breakfast at Macs. Hotcakes are rather delicious! :D
Then we made our way back to TP for our Yacult trip! The bus journey was a torment boy! He sat with our butts stuck to the seat for at least one and a half hour. Sick.
Then we had to listen to some microbiologist man talking about the bacteria in the drink. And I realised something. He LOVES to repeat his sentences. Stupid. Initially, I thought he was some guy with high qualifications and what not. But it turned out otherwise. Cause he started to act funny, and spoke in mandarine, malay and even hokkien to the ITE students. -_-" I was a little annoyed with that bunch of lians and bengs. Shoo!
Took the MRT with Jessic and Joanne. And I went to find my aunt at Tanjong Pagar. I tell you ar. I was almost lost. And its retarded. Cause I alighted at City Hall MRT and needed to change train to reacg Tanjong Pagar. But I cant find the train that says 'to Boon Lay'.
I went up an escalator, and it took me to the exit. Then I went down another escalator, and it took me to the same place where I alighted just now. Dumb right, Finally, I took the stairs. Lol!
Reached Tanjong Pagar and all we had to do was to fill in the form. But Mandy and the rest couldnt make it on time. So the guy said its ok and they will fill the form on Monday. I bet there happy man. Saved a trip down.
Lunched at Soup Spoon before going to find my mum. Waited for a while. I tell you ar. There's a guy in the salon that is damn cute la!!!!! Cute bodoh! But he's already got a girlfriend. Shit.
Went home after that.
Buffet dinner at Grand Corpthorn tomorrow! SHIOKNESS!

HALLELUJAH! THE EXAMS ARE OVER. O-V-E-R! :D :D :D
Anyway, exams nearly killed me.
Especially PUO. This is a subject where studying one day before does not work. And I'm serious. Cause it's a theory plus calculations based subject. Even though we've practice the set of tutorials over and over again, it is an entirely different thing when it comes to the exam. Cause the damn teacher doesn't even give us theory questions. And the entire bloody exam consisted of 40% theory. How wonderful. And the calculation questions are different. They make tutorials look as easy as ABC. Tsk. Plus it's 5 CUs. FIVE.
But I didn't feel sad even though I know a C or a D or even an F is coming my way. I don't know why. But there's something I know for sure. I can say byebye to my DHL qualification. Ha ha ha ha!
Bus-ed to Marina square for lunch with a bunch of great people after the exams. Loved the bus ride there man! Caused it was uber funny. But but but, I had to stand throughout the journey. Which is so.. EWW. Ha ha. Lunch was followed by some window shopping and further slacking at Starbucks. And then we went home. The bus took ages to come man! And I reached home at 8. How retarded.
That was how I marked the end of the exams. Wee!

And so, my tuesday was gone in the blink of an eye.
I told myself to study. And this was what happened.
I felt hungry. So I went down to eat some biscuits. And since I was eating, I turned on the TV to watch. And there was a ping pong match. In fact, there's two matches. One male, one female. And you guessed it. I watched it. Till one plus. Then my mum went out. Which meant I was alone at home. And there was no one to ask me to study. So I continued watching.
Then, I decided that I've had enough of TV. So I went up and wanted to study. But before that, I decided to file all my notes first. And guess what. I realised that one of my FPath note was missing. So I went all over the house looking for it. And finally, I decided to try my luck in the book shelve. Then, I saw IT! Not the note. The sudoku book. And this sudden urge of doing sudoku came over me. And I went to do sudoku.
How retarded, No. My tuesday is not over yet. My aunt and uncle came over to my house for steam boat. Like those we eat in soul garden. Damn shiok. They reached home at 5. And I went down to help them all the way till 7.
Dinner sarted from 7 till 9 plus. Then we went up to try fix my internet connection.
By the time everything was done, it was already 12 plus.
How gay.

Thursday
Hmm. It was a day filled with revisions. Lunched with Jesic, Carissa and Joanne. How exciting.
We made our way to Sugarloaf. For the sake of Jia Lin. Ha ha. But there wasn't any space at all. Shit. Plus the act cute jia lin never see me! Grr.
Then we decided to try out toptable. And it was full as well. Plus we didnt have any reservation.
The I suggested Mensa 3. Cause ron said there was aircon. So feeling rather adventurous that day, we took the lift up to level 3. And guess what. The three words that stared back at us made us all sign. For staff only. Boo!
So we settled for Bistro. The food was so so. Portion was small. But we're all full. Ha ha.
And this marks the end of thursday.
Friday.
Another revision day followed by lunch at Macs. Caught the table tennis semi-finals, Singapore VS Korea. And Singapore won! Woo! Damn happy la. I was like shouting and cheering and doing all sorts of actions alone at home. Ha ha.
I see the Kim Kyung Ah's face ar. Wa. Feel like smacking sia. Plus the way she plays, super irritating please! Even the commentator said that she had an annoying knack for making players feel impatient. Spot on!
And I happily spent my Friday watching TV.
Saturday came. Which is today. And I havent even finished 5.3 throughout the whole day. Crap.
Jia you everyone!

I'm BORED.
I found another game that is fun! But I think it is quite lame. Ha ha.
PLM quiz tomorrow. I think it is super retarded. We're supposed to read the notes prepared by our group members to get ready for tomorrow's quiz. But every group's notes will be different. So how are we supposed to know what will be tested? For all I know, maybe the things tested in tomorrow's quiz will not be found in my notes. -_-"
We're getting back plm marketing test tomorrow. I'd better be mentally prepared. Cause almost the entire cohort failed it. And in the 10 that passed, a couple of them scored FULL MARKS. How extreme. But I heard that the quiz was moderated. I hope that I pass. Heh. Like duh.
Exams starting next monday. Disgusting.
I missed the DRP dateline. Gay. Now I really have to go and find a job. Otherwise I will find myself rotting at home for almost 2 months. Grr!
Ok. I shall go back and play my retarded game. :D

CSAS is finally over! Peer evaluation wasn't truthful. Damn. Ha ha.
Just ate durian! Yummylicious.
No school tomorrow. Muahahaha.
Oh ya. I've been addicted to a game since this afternoon when I got back from school. It's fun! Ha ha. But there's side effect after playing it. Your vision will go all funny when you look at the computer screen. It will keep swaying left and right. Must be because of the game. Heh.

Bei Jing olympics! I was stuck to the TV watching the opening ceremony, and waiting for Singapore's appearance. Ha ha! Lame. But it's true.
Caught the games on TV again this morning. Since 9 all the way till now.
I think having wireless connection is damn shiok! Can surf the net and play viwawa on the sofa. But sad to say, this connection belongs to some other people. Heh.
I think this year's national day will not be as great. Cause people will be watching the olympic games instead of watching the national day celebration. That's what I think la. Ha ha.

Things haven't been smooth going for me. The main thing is friendship issues.
Lunched with mei jun today! Sugarloaf. But the dunno what rice that I bought wasn't exactly nice. Maybe a 3 out of 10 marks, 10 being extremely delicious. So ya.
Received a sms from someone about someone else. I felt afraid. I was confused and curious how things became like that. But it looks like everything is fine now.
3 hours of quality time spent with a friend is so freaking worth it. I'm loving it! :D
Reached home at about 3 plus. And I fell asleep on the sofa with the TV on. Cause it was so comfortable, and I fell asleep while playing bejewelled. Ha ha.
Woke up to carissa's sms. And she told me she just dined at Shokudo!!! Grr! To think I was filling my tummy with preserved plum and loacker.
It's sis's turn to cook today. But she reached home at 8. So I had my pathetic dinner at 8.10. It consisted of hard rice and some japanese seasoning. How nutritious!
Chiong PLM.

Like what the teacher always say, don't say:
"I am what I am. You have to accept me for what I am and don't expect me to change for you."

I finally know that it is very true. Sometimes, being what you are and not learning how to compromise is going to hurt a relationship. You may think that it's ok. But did you consider how others feel?
Yes, you can be angry. But I think it is wrong to vent your frustrations and anger on others. They might be in the wrong the first time. But at least they try to please you and meet your expectations the second time.
The first time, they didn't let you know that they are unable to finish their parts. Yes, it's their fault. But this time around, they made sure to let you know about it. And you are still unhappy about it.
Yasmeen is right. Projects mean frustration, anger and misunderstandings.
But I think this is going a tad too far.
Being unhappy every week will not do anyone good. I also think that being group members, the project belongs to everyone. Everyone has equal rights to voice out their comments and opinions. But this is not the case. I had to ask for permission to edit the report. And I was rejected. In an unfriendly manner. But i didn't say anything. Because, by doing so, it is not only my loss. It's everyone's loss. Cause the project belongs to everyone. Now, I have another thing to point out. But I don't have the guts. I don't want to risk angering anyone further. But this comment, it's not my own. It's teacher's suggestion. But it wasn't done. And I don't have the right to edit the report. So, yea.
You may be unhappy about it. But it doesn't mean I don't feel guilty. It doesn't mean I don't feel the stress. Who won't? I bet everyone would be stressed if he knows that someone else is fuming mad at the other side of Singapore.
Someone even had to give me her password to her account just so that I can access it and retrieve the report, edit it as soon as possible, and send it.

This post has nothing against anyone. And I apologise if I offended anyone, or pissed you off. I just want to write out everything, and iron things out.

My friend and I quarreled on one occasion. We had our share of tears. But at the end of the day, we were honest with each other and I think it improved our relationship. Quarrels and unhappiness is part and parcel of life. But at the end of the day, if we choose to bottle it up, it won't do anybody good. Instead, the misunderstandings and ill feelings for each other will just build up. And eventually, we will become plastic. Fake. Which is something extremely undesirable.

If you ever read this post, don't be angry, or offended, or have any grudge against me. I am just trying to reason things out, and reflect on what went wrong in this project.

I have something to add on. This is just a project. I think the emotions felt during this period should be thrown away and forgotten. Now, I feel slightly intimidated in front of you. I don't dare to joke too much. For fear of angering you.

I have a bad feeling about today.
Because I'm having CSAS. Disgusting subject. All it does is pull our grades down.
Then PUO lab. I think lab will be better today. Cause it looks like we're doing it in small groups.
*cross fingers*

Is it me? Or is it you?
I think it is rather unfair.
But all I can do is complain to someone else.
Gay shit.

First things first,

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, JEREMY!!
SO OLD SO OLD! Ha ha.

Anyway, I think I saw xian bi at AS concourse today. I think. Eww.
Jap role play is finally over!! I think my group's performance wasn't very good. But, it's over! Ha ha. No more Jap forever. No more CDS forever. Shiok ar!
I fell asleep on the sofa just now. Shows how tired I am.
The stupid messenger cannot sign in! So I used eBuddy. Lol. My first time using it ok. Quite fun. Ha ha.
Online shopping looks like fun! Everyone is doing online shopping. Makes me want to shop online as well. But, it's like 100% I won't buy anything from there cause almost all the clothes are dresses. Even though its nice and freaking cheap. Like $20+ for a dress. Go where find?

Dresses are a little too girly. But I like!
But too still too girly for you. But I still like!
But its really very girly la.
Whatever la Felicia. :)

School starts at 1 tomorrow. How wonderful :D :D

wa lao!
The pimples on my forehead like so many! Like buffet like that. Have big, have small. Free flow some more. Recover already, new ones pop out.
How fantastic.
I love doing peer evaluation. It's the time to help my friends gain extra marks. So kind right me. Ha ha!

PLM presentation is finally OVER!! My presentation was the shortest , even though my topic was considered the most important. Plus, no one asked me questions during the Q&A. Double shiokness!
Lunched at level 1. And I fell asleep while studying for FPath. Damn tired la! Even though I had like almost 6 hours of sleep. So irritating. Sleep too little, tired. Sleep 9 hours, also tired. Tsk tsk tsk.
OC lecture flew by. And it's time for FPath chionging session again. Ha ha. Oh ya. 10 people squeezed into one bench. Pro or pro? Ha ha.
Everyone were trying to cram every bit of info into their overloaded brains.
My friends teared after the paper ended. Cheer up ya! Must be too stressed. I felt guilty when I see them cry. Cause I don't know how to comfort them. And I didn't feel that I did badly for the paper. Maybe I did. Just that I didn't know my mistakes. Heh.
LinXi called us the ang pow gang. Cause I was in a bright red top today.
Mandy came to my house! Ha ha. She wanted to see the newly painted house and she liked the study room best :)
Yasmeen's mum scolded me. Indirectly la. But I feel pai say. Heh. Next time, I shall call your handphone instead. Free incoming calls right! Lol.
Jap presentation tomorrow. Wish me luck man.

Oh my poor brain!
PLM presentation tomorrow morning. Even though we don't have to memorise the script, I still feel the pressure. Cause we are required to present it in front of the entire PST cohort. How wonderful.
Then FPath lecture quiz in the afternoon. Memorise like crazy. I hope I can memorise it by tomorrow. Or strictly speaking, by this morning. Ha ha.
I was stuck on topic 3.4. Stayed on the same page for like an hour. How retarded.
Wish me luck. Wish my group luck.
Red red red! :D :D

Please make 14th December a day that I will not forget.
I hope everything goes smoothly.
14th December is not yet confirmed.
But I shall announce it if it gets confirmed.
Damn excited please! :D :D

PLM meeting at 11 cause the deadline is today. Lol.
The feeling of completing the entire report is so.... SHIOK!!!! Ha ha. Have a tiny sense of achievement. But some people left us hopping mad.
Lunched at ITAS before going for Jap meeting. Mr. Guo long still can't pronounce 'dozo'. He reads it as 'dojo'. Wow. But the rehearsal was funnnn! Ha ha.
Headed home and watched the latest episode od Fated to love you. Nice nice nice.
Mandy called and I got persuaded to join a photography enrichment program thingy.

All they had to do was to ask, ask and ask again. Many a times, whenever I say no, I actually mean: ask me again. I will agree.

But everytime, when I say no, people will leave it as that. No. And I don't like it at all.
Miss Shahedah called to ask for the soft copy of the report. I almost mistook her voice as Yasmeen's. But I was wondering why my phone didn't show "Yasmeen's hse calling" when my phone rang. Ha ha.
Dinner was a flop. I tried to steam egg. And it took 35 minutes for the pathetic bowl of egg to be cooked. So dinner started at 7 30. Lol.