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Monday, March 31, 2008

Saw the making of Rule #1 on TV yesterday. It is a ghost show. And guess what. I feel like watching it. :D :D
I think the long and boring holidays have got my mind to do crazy things. At first, it was running. Which I didn't go in the end. And now. Ghost movie. Ghost movie leh!!!! Lol.
And one more thing. Yesterday was the first time I went to Giant. The huge one in Tampines. It is freaking big. And it was the most crowded among the three megamarts. So I was like complaining all the way cause of the heavy human traffic. Oh ya. And luckily they don't charge for the plastic bags in Giant. Cause the retarded cashier used so many plastic bags. He retarded-ly put one carton of fruit juice into one plastic bag. And that's it. Lol. So environmentally unfriendly.
I want to go escape! The last trip there made me get addicted to the pirate ship and the rainbow and the watery ride and maybe the mini train that made me so scared. It is so addictive. Fun fun fun :D :D
I also want to bake. I am determined to bake till the day I succeed. Lol.
Boring entry. Just like my holidays.

10:48 AM

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Wee!!! My study table and chair came today!! Muahahahaha. Damn happy. Finally. My first study table and study room in 17 years. The table is shiok because it big. The chair is good because it is expensive. Lol.

All that's left is the wardrobe in my room and.. TADAA!!! My house is finally finished. :D :D

Anyway, I just realised something : clique outing on the 19th of April. It is a SATURDAY. And it is the last week of holiday. School reopens on 21st April. :(

Where are we going? Can go century square? Tampines mall I also don't mind. Ha ha! I bet everyone wil give me a big fat punch on my face. Lol!

Damn scared I will be alone in the new class. That will be ultimate sway-ness. And there will be no guarantee that I won't cry. Boo hoo. Just like when I was in MI. Eww!

And and and, must meet up for lunch every week please! Otherwise I will be very sad. The one year of friendship will begin to slowly erode with time. Then I will feel that it is like the end of the world. Then I will be emo everyday. Then nobody will dare to speak to me. Then I will not open my mouth to speak at all. Then I will lose my ability to speak and communicate. Then I will undergo depression and slowly become anorexic. Then when I finally cannot stand being hungry every single day, I will go and commit suicide. Then all my friends, close friends and maybe some acquaintances, might go and attend my funeral at my house void deck. And some of the people who attend my funeral might cry. Then all that will be left of me will be just some broken pieces of memories...

Lol. I think too much already -_-" Anyway, I will just feel sad la. Fullstop. So the moral of my speech is : Must try to meet up for lunch. He he.

6:18 PM

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Hmm.. Strawberry shortcake. I am SUPPOSED to meet Mei jun at 11am. And when I messaged her at 10 45, she just woke up. Because I messaged her. OMG. I cannot believe it. Anyway, had brunch at foodcourt. Then we went to walk around in search of her massager. And guess who I saw in this gift shop. Carissa and Linxi! Small world. Anyway, I successfully caused mei jun to spend $20+. Lol. Went to NTUC to get our baking stuff. And we were standing in front of the whipping cream section, talking about her trip to Thailand. And a nun came and say us. Lol. Cannot scold her cause she is a nun.
Walked home and we began our baking.
Everything went rather smoothly. Until the part where we were supposed to whip the cream. We happily poured the cream into the mixer and mixed it. Then we left it to continue mixing while we watched some vcd.
After a few minutes, I walked towards the mixer, excited to see the puffy whipped cream. But guess what I saw. The bloody cream became butter and buttermilk!!!!! I was like wtf. So there goes the cream for our cake.
I guess a cake can't be called a cake without any cream right? :(
Result : Mission failed. AGAIN. -_-"
But we continued to cut the cake in half to fill it with strawberries. And realised that the inside was uncooked. LOL. Whatever. At the end of the day, only the strawberries were nice. Ha ha.
Blended some strawberry milkshake. Cooked dinner. Onions with egg. Mei jun's suggestion. And guess what? There was more onions than egg. And the onions kept dropping out of the pan.
Mei Jun went home after dinner.
Sorry to say, I didn't go running. He he. Maybe next time. :D :D

2:39 PM

Monday, March 24, 2008

Had semi-buffet at M hotel last saturday. Semi buffet is almost the same as the normal buffet. Except they serve you a main course as well. The satay is super yummy!
Baking tomorrow with meijun! I just found the recipe : Strawberry shortcake :D
I wish it will succeed!!! Cause everytime we bake, we fail. Lol! except for the V. day cookies. Oh ya. And I am running tomorrow. Yup. You didn't read wrongly and I didn't type wrongly. Miss Felicia Ong is going to RUN tomorrow. Big news right. Ha ha!
I spend all my holidays at home. Even my mum calls me a 'zhai nv'. It means a girl that stays at home without going out at all. Lol. And my face is super round now. And I can barely zip up my jeans. Oh my god!! Fat fat fat please.
I am going to go on a diet. But I just ate 6 slices of bread for breakfast and I still don't feel full. I didn't continue eating because I'm afraid I wouldn't have any more breakfast for tomorrow. -_-"
And I almost finished the huge packet of Doritos.
Lv guang sen lin super nice!

3:46 PM

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Update on renovation works:
The house is extremely dusty. Freaking dusty can! And it is a little exaggerating. I can be sitting in front of the laptop happily clicking away at blog links and the next moment, when I swipe my index finger across the keyboard, there is a layer of dust. And my handphone sitting beside me is also covered in a layer of dust. -_-"
I bet my head is covered with dust as well. Lol!
Anyway, today is the last day of renovation and I am very happy! Ha ha. Cause the stupid uncle very noisy. I am still jobless. And all I’ve been doing is sleeping and eating. This resulted in a new chin beneath my original chin. In other words, I HAVE DOUBLE CHIN!! Boo hoo.

2:17 PM

Thursday, March 13, 2008

I saw my results. The only thing i can say is :
I got an A for WTech.
That's the one and only A I've got. And my GPA sucks.
Someone please bang my head against the wall for me. I scared to bang it myself. Lol!

6:38 PM

OMFG!!!!! I am feeling nervous to the max now. I feel like vomitting!!
Renovation this week is a killer. No internet access. Super boring. So I've been playing solitaire and cake mania all day long.
This entry is very precious. Cause I used someone else's internet connection. Sshh..
Anyway, So many people is going to thailand!!!!! Boo hoo.
Bon Voyage, dear friends :D
Anyway, thanks for your concern. My mum's leg still looks disgusting and it's painful. But other than that, I think she's fine. Lol.
For all those taking Supp paper, Jia You Jia You Jia You!!!

6:21 PM

Sunday, March 09, 2008

I realised something about myself. Holidays = emo time.
No need any further explanation.
It's for the benefit of others as well as mine.
Smsing didn't feel the same. It sounded rather formal instead of close. It felt like we just knew each other instead of the usual joking around.
I hope I'm just being sensitive.
But this cycle always repeats itself. Again. And again. And again.
Someone once told me to believe. And it's the only option I'm left with now.
So I'm willing myself to believe and try my mighty best not to think about negative things.
I always think that I'm used to it already. But it really isn't that way. I always feel a spark at the pit of my stomach. And I hope this spark will always stay as a spark.
Because if it blooms into a raging fire, I have no idea what will happen to our relationship.
But again, if the spark dies, I will know that our relationship have also ended.
I have no one to blame but myself. I am too lazy. I always reject what is given to me. And I should realise that constantly pushing the invitations away will eventually cause the person to stereotype me : Felicia always says no. There's no point in calling her out since we will be able to guess her answer immediately.
Oh well. I will change. I shall try to change. I might try to change. I may never change.
Renovations are starting tomorrow. It sucks big time. My mum is driving me crazy. The only thing I can do is to bear with it. And hope she stops nagging. And something sick happened. My mum cut her feet. And there was alot of blood. Guess what? I almost fainted. Out of fear. My legs went soft like jelly and my vision became blurred. The feeling sucks.

11:31 PM

Thursday, March 06, 2008

Back from 'class' chalet. 'Class' is used because so many people didn't turn up. :( Anyway, had bbq on the first night. And I drew a hopscotch outside the chalet. It was so fun. And so funny. But I regretted playing. Cause now my right butt hurts. Muscle ache. Shit. And hopscotch have confirmed something : My balancing really sucks. I got myself a bump on my leg. Lol. Went for night walk at 2am. To Pasir Ris park. Went to see ponies. Nothing wrong with that. Just that it was a restricted area and we weren't allowed to go in. So I wasn't happy about it at all. My face went from smiling to sulking. Headed to the playground after that. Wee~! So damn fun la! Vented my frustration on the swing. Ha ha.
Strolled back to that chalet and it was already 4.30. Wow. But I was wide awake. The girls all just flopped themselves onto the bed. Ha ha. Managed to catch 3 hrs of sleep before waking up. Went to bathe and then sat on the mattress reading storybook like a retard. Lol.
Anyway, something stupid happened. Since I didn't bring toothpaste, I asked Hidayu if she had any. Then she told me to use the tiny tube of toothpaste in the bathroom. After squeezing what was left in the tube, I threw it away. Then Alex and WX came back and asked for toothpaste as well. And guess what. Casey said he had. And his toothpaste is the one that Hidayu and I used without his permission. I was like super Pai say la! And Casey kept asking : I wonder who threw away the toothpaste. I didn't even dare to look at him man. Lol!
And another thing. Which I find funny. Mandy's iPod was playing in the chalet and she was using the speakers Casey brought. Then person A asked : Who bring the songs ar? And person B said : Mandy. Then Casey went over to person A and said : The iPod is Mandy's but the speakers are mine. But as usual, he was ignored. So he continued and repeated what he said again.lol! I was snickering at the side la! Haha!
Day 2 : Brunch after the girls finally woke up. Except for Mandy. Ate at mac. And chatted at Mac. And we started talking about porn. This is what i learned from the conversation. Girls talk about porn to make themselves laugh. Guys talk about porn to make each other steam. :) We got stuck at downtown for hours cause it started raining. So we got really bored and started playing some animal game. We finally made it back at 4. And bbq have started. Carissa and LinXi came today. At 10 I think. Played Silent Killer. It was freaking fun la!!! But the punishment sucked. Cause the loser was to have toothpaste smeared by everyone else on the face. The face felt super hot can. The game finally ended after Hidayu and I finally lost. Luckily I wasn;t the last one to get punished. Phew! The clique went for night walk while Hidayu, Dolyce and me went to sleep. I've got diarrhea. Dammit!
Day 3 : I was shocked when I found out it was already 10 30 when I woke up. Left the chalet then headed to Mac for lunch. Mandy and I take away Subway. And now I'm home, blogging. Subway is super yummy. Flirtatious & ignored

1:23 PM

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

Class chalet. From super excited to excited to happy to normal to disappointed. Yup. That's what I felt about the class chalet. Disappointed. Original number of groups in Amazing Race : 4 Then it was reduced to 3. Now, it's cancelled. All the effort down the drain. All the excitement gone in a flash. This is a class chalet. This is the last class chalet before everyone gets separated. This is the last opportunity to try and make up for the time we've lost during the first class chalet.
The first chalet should be renamed clique chalet instead. No interaction whatsoever. Just hellos and goodbyes at the start and at the end. Fullstop. Even though it's a little exaggerating, that's what i felt.
I don't know what fun there will be for today's chalet. I don't want a repeated scenario like last time.
To stay or not to stay. That's the question that's flooding my brain right now.
Bear bear called me at 8 35 cause Beng and Alex didn't pick up their phone and Wei Xiang lives too far away. He passed me the money for the food for today's chalet.
Take care bear bear!
This chalet have so many things going on. It's making me worry that it's going to be a complete flop. Now, bear bear also cannot make it. One less person to disturb and joke with. Less laughter.
I'm freaking sad la. I don't want chalet to come. :(

9:16 AM

Monday, March 03, 2008

My mum finally agreed for me to stay over tomorrow. But I don't feel happy. Cause I'm afraid there wouldn't be enough space for me to sleep. I don't want to sleep on the floor. And I don't want to share a bed. Cause the floor s hard. And the bed is a single. Boo hoo.
Plus, I think I'd rather go home at the end of the day to get a good night's sleep rather than spending the whole night tossing and turning. But, I don't dare to go home at night. Cause it is scary and there's a terrorist on the run.
It is super WTF can. Me. So tall. So big. But so timid. They completely don't match.
Cause big and tall = daring, brave, strong.
Short and tiny = vulnerable, timid, needs protection.
Sometimes, I'd rather be short. Lol.
Anyway, my mum enjoys giving last minutes permissions. And I am not enjoying it. Cause I don't like last minute changes. I haven't freaking packed my bag yet. And since I have just cleared my entire wardrobe due to next week's renovations, all my clothes are in plastic bags. Which means I will have a hard time finding my clothes. And they will be super crumpled. So pai say.
This is such a boring post.
Anyway,
GIRLS, PLEASE REMEMBER TO SLAP ON SUNBLOCK ONTO YOUR FACE AND BODY!!!! :D

10:32 PM

AYNN!!! Sshh!!! Ha ha. Anyway, I didn't recieve any MMS and SMS as well. -_-"
All thanks to shyaq I found the movie that I have been searching high and low for : Junior! :D
CLASS CHALET IS TOMORROW!!! SO FREAKING FAST CAN?!?! EXCITED.
P.S : I wish the four guys who have put in so much effort in planning tomorrow's amazing race GOOD LUCK! May it be a total success :D

10:07 AM

OMFG!! There's a terrorist on a run! So damn scary can. And after reading Aynn's blog, I got even more scared. Cause she said he might appear in the toilet using his magic. Eww! But, honestly, he doesn't look scary. At all. But his brain is freaking scary la. So evil. Anyway, he is 1.58m, 63kg and walks with a limp in his left foot. I know the TV have been repeating it like a million times already. But being such a patriotic Singaporean, I shall play my part and help spread the message :D
For those who do not know, I LOVE SINGAPORE OK~!!!
And, I think that Singapore is super efficient. EVen though they didn;t manage to find the JI leader, they pasted photos of him all over. I saw it on my way into my lift. I saw it hen I was at Century Square. And now, Singtel, M1 and Starhub are sending his picture vis MMS to all their users. Efficient or what? I doubt other countries wil go to this extend. I think.
Still, I'm surprised that this highly dangerous criminal managed to escape jail. In Singapore. Security have problem. Tsk tsk tsk. So drama mama la!
Oh ya. And my sis said her friend said that in the future, Singapore might snow. Is it possible? If it's possible, then I shall die without regrets. At least I know what does snow looks like. Haha!

12:49 AM

Saturday : I actually dragged myself to Parkway!! OMG! I can't believe it. Anyway, it was a blessing in disguise. Cause my mum said she wanted to cab there. So I am happy. And she bought a pair of slippers and a shirt for me. Woopee! Plus, we cabbed home. Triple bonuses. I think I should try to stop being so lazy in future. Haha! Anyway, the family behind us was super dumb. Cause the queue at the taxi stand was super long. And when we finally queued till our turn, they decided to call a cab. -_-" shouldn't they call the cab at the start when they just started queueing? Waste time waste money..
Sunday. Marketing day. I just know that I almost died carrying the freaking grocery home. One fantastic thing happened. My dear smart sister had the idea of going onto the Internet to search for a solution for the dumb router that we bought exactly 2 weeks back. And she made it! Woo! Applaud her for her patience when my patient have run out almost immediately. Lol.
NOW I FINALLY HAVE WIRELESS!!! NO NEED TO CONNECT THE MODEM TO MY LAPPY WHENEVER I USE IT!! SHIOK :D :D :D

12:35 AM