Monday, September 24, 2007
Hmm.. I had a retarded dream this morning. I dreamt that we finally had back our scripts for the semestral exams and Mandy scored 88 1/2 upon 100. And I took in a huge breath and looked at her. Then some other guy, i think it was Joshua, got back his script. And e got 88 1/3 upon 100. And a took an even bigger breath and stared at him with my eyes wide open. Ha ha. Stupid right. It must be due to CSAS influence. Lol.
And another dream. i dreamt that I was alone in Thailand. And I was walking on the streets. Barefooted. Then the whole place started becoming super duper uper hot. Then I was like jumping around looking for a cool place. And I arrrived at a fruit stall. I bought a fruit for 20 cents. then a honeydew dropped on the floor and the boss asked me to pay. But I refused cause Iwasn't the one who dropped it. Then I wanted a packet of guava. So I asked for the price. The female boss demanded 30 cents. And she said, If you want to add plum powder, it's an additional 1 cents. Like wth. Lol. Stupid. I know. Ha ha.
Grr. Tomorrow is my first day at work. Today's outing was cancelled because of me. It's because I really don't feel like going out today. Why? Cause we're just going to Novena to find Revenue House. that's our main purpose. Which I think is stupid. Cause we will find the place in no time. And we have to travel so far, find the place, and go home. Lol. Mandy suggested shopping after that. But I'm not much of a shopaholic. So.. Ha ha.
But at least I asked. And luckily I asked. cause Mandy also didn't feel like going today. Ha ha. I was super relieved she wasn't angry. But I'm afraid about Chen Yuan. lol. After I told him then his replies were : "Ok." So short and so emotionless. Ha ha. No smiley face no nothing. -_-"
9:47 AM
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Wee~ Went to Taka for shopping with Kelly! ha ha.. What can I say.. She's suh a pretty girl. Anyway, we didn't buy anything. Lol. Hmm.. Oh ya. We were discussing about our future boyfriend and this is what we came up with.
Our boyfriend cannot...
be skinnier than us.
be fairer than us.
be shorter than us.
have bigger eyes than us.
Ha ha. It's because we saw this guy which I felt was nt bad looking. But she said his eyes were bigger than hers. o it was a big no no. Lol. So lame.
And and and and, I finally ate Moo's ice cream! Ha ha. It wasn't as fantastic as I imagines it to be. But it was alright. :)
I just realised that I have to wake up at 6.15 to get ready for work. OMG!! I haven't been waking up at such an early time for at least a year. Hope that I can wake up. ha ha. I saw Revenue House today on my way back home. It's super big and super nice. The complete opposite of the beauty products job. Ha ha! Cool. And we will be reporting for work on the 23rd storey. Double cool-ness. Lol.
9:39 AM
Friday, September 21, 2007
Oh my goodness! Double happiness :)
I've got a job! Woo~! And it didn't even require any interview! All I had to do was to submit an online application, and TA DA!!!! I've got a job! Ha ha. But it's really far. Novena. And I live in Tampines. Wow. Reporting time : 8.30 OMG!! My eyebags are going to come and visit me again. Boo hoo! But luckily it's only for two weeks. I'm paid $5.50 per hour. It's my first job in my entire life. So exciting. So scary. Ha ha! :) :) Going to check that place out this Monday together with Mandy and Chen Yuan before we report for work. I realise that the three of us have been going out together frequently recently. So funny. Ha ha.
The second happy thing : I had a most wonderful dream about me having a boyfriend. Ha ha! The feeling is damn shiok ok.. Considering I don't even have an account in my entire life before. Lol.
I learnt this this morning and you should learn in too.
It's better to give than to receive.
It's better to SHARE than to be selfish.
I guess the term best friend is nothing but a term. When you said that we did not share any chemistry, I felt really out casted. I know that we are just friends. There's no chance where we will ever become best friends. But having a friend is better than an enemy. But I just feel left out whenever we are together.
And no, the person I'm talking about here is not you, Mandy. Neither is it you, Mei jun. Nor Jia Lin. It's another person.
12:57 PM
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Baked brownie with mei Jun and Jia Lin today.Wee~! We baked brownie that was supposedly enough for 16 servings. But w ate almost half of it before throwing it away. It wasn't because the brownie was yucky. It's because Mei Jun wanted to bake cookies. Ha ha! But we didn't bake it in the end. Cause we were stuck upstairs watching America's Funniest Home Videos on Youtube. It was damn funny. We were laughing so hard, there wasn't any sound coming out. So fun :) :)
The brownie was more successful than the first time we baked it. The first time, the brownie was like biscuits. Total failure. This time, it was super chewy. Almost like sweets. But it tasted yummy! :D Well, that's about it.
12:49 PM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
I'm getting pissed. By people. It's bloody irritating can. But I have to shut my mouth up. So gay right? I know. Grr!! I'm starting to get sick of it already. Please stop it la. Get a life, SHIT ASS. I have one more word to say : selfish. That's what I realised when I knew about something. Tsk tsk tsk.. Such a huge disappointment man.
Luckily something is happening on Thursday. We're baking!! Woo~! Finally! This is my frst time baking after my maid went home. ha ha! Yup. Cause there's no one to wash all the stuff for me. So I kept the oven and the mixer and everything in the store room. ha ha! So fun la! Bake bake bake bake bake..
I shall reveal the result of our Brownie on Friday. lol! :)
11:42 AM
Monday, September 17, 2007
Phew! I thought I would be late. But I wasn't! :) :) Met Chen Yuan and Mandy at Aljunied before Chen Yuan's friends came to bring us to the place. We had to walk for like 10 minutes or so before we reached this super ulu shop house. It's completely different from what I imagined the place to be. And I almost immediately decided that I don't want to work there even though the pay is good. The interview went rather well cause the supervisor was super friendly. Ha ha.
We headed to Taka after that for anther job application. Tower A level 10. We~ My first time going into the office building. Anyway, the three of us sat outside the Human Resource office like idiots until finally a woman came and gave us forms to fill in. Then a man came and talked to us about the details. Then we left Taka. Mandy went home while Chen Yuan and I went to Subway. Guess what? The taka person called Chen Yuan and offered him a job!!! Neh neh right. Shit sia. And the person told him that the job Mandy and I are applying for had no vacancy. Shit head. Anyway, he rejected the offer cause he was to be a delivery man. Or something like that. ha ha! Li Chen Yuan bang seh me sia!! In the end I was the only one eating. Lol.
We went to watch No reservations after that. And we got a discount for our tickets cause Chen Yuan had the UOB card. Ha ha. He was damn happy la. So funny. Saw janice on the escalator. Coincidence.. Accompanied Chen Yuan to Burger King before heading for the movie. So sweet la. I like the part where the woman chef and the male chef were together. Ha ha. I don't know their names. Lol.
Thanks, Chen Yuan for sending me home!! :) :) :)
Mei Jun damn lucky sia. I was about to sleep when I received her sms. So I ended up sming her from 11 plus till 12 plus coming 1. So retarded right? Thinking back, I think chatting on the phone would be much easier. ha ha! Butthe smsing was fruitful. Cause we decided to bake. Woo~! Baking Brownie this Thursday. Jia Lin's favourite. Shiok man! Ha ha. :D
11:28 AM
SUBWAY SUBWAY SUBWAY!! WOO~ I'm suddenly crazy about it. Ha ha. I ate it thrice this week. Shiok ar!! Ha ha. Erm. Subway-ed with mei Jun last Friday. Yup. She was late AGAIN. ha ha. It's ok. Bad habits are difficult to correct. Lol. We walked one big round around Telepark just to find Subway. ha ha. We found it in the end. Victory to the both of us! Ha ha. Detail can be read from Mei Jun's blog. Anyway, we were eating and shivering and then the people inside were baking bread. And Mei Jun found it stinky. What's worse was, she said 'Hen chou leh' (Very smelly leh) when three indian guys walked in. !!!!! was my reaction. Ha ha! She's always like that. Tsk tsk tsk. this one must change. Too serious alr. Lol.
I think we were very stupid. Even though it was a clever idea to jay walk across two roads and run into the shelter, it didn't occur to me that the over head bridge didn't have shelter. Yup. So stupid right. So we ended up being very cold and drenched. Wow. We are challenging ourselves to bake the same brownie that we baked the other time round. Ha ha. Our brownie turned out to become biscuits the last time we baked it. So this time, we're going to increase the number of servings so that it MIGHT not become chocolate biscuits again. Lol.
Thanks Chen Yuan for the job offer! :D :D :D The only problem was, we need to be interviewed. Oh my god~! Scared scared scared la. My first job interview. My first time searching for a job. And if I get through the interview, my first job ever. Muahahaha. I promised Dr. Vijaya that I will find a job and I kept to my promise. Good girl, Felicia :) Ha ha. I'm feeling very dreamy today. I don't know why, but my brain kept repeating 'mei jun's blog' over and over again while I was waiting for the login page to load. The problem was, the page was already loaded. Lol. And was wondering why it was taking so long to load. Lol.
My brain is malfunctioning on such an important day. Neh neh. i think this entry is also very weird. Cause the sentence structures sound very wrong. Pai say :)
10:24 AM
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Inferiority sucks big time. Why? Because I'm experiencING it. Yup. I used -ing cause I have experienced it and am still experiencing it like right now. Sigh. All thanks to *******. The number of stars are random. So no use guessing. Ha ha!
Don't look down on me!!!!!!!!!!!! Grr!!!
Green with envy. And do you guys realise something? The guys in the show aways get stabbed then the girl will fall in love with him. So gay. Lol.
Subway tomorrow. Woo~! Subway rocks big time :)
See you tomorrow, Mei Jun :D
7:42 PM
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Woo~! PP was like a hundred times better this time around. love it love it love it. But most importantly, I LOVE MY MUMMY FOR ALLOWING TO STAY OVER!! Woo~! Ha ha. I am evil. Cause I am always occupying the bed while the others are sleeping on the sofa. But I love the place man!! It's is so big and cold. Ha ha. Even the bedroom is bigger than the whole of of one coasta sands chalet man. Yep. It;s that big. Plus there are two rooms, a huge living room and a kitchen. I love Aranda man.
Hmm.. I just checked out my Semestral Exams results. AND I PASSED THE BLOODY BIOCHEM PAPER!! Woo~! The only thing was. I got very disappointed with my HAP results. Th grade was below what I was expecting. Shit ass la! Biochem paper was even better than HAP. To think that I was so confident that Biochem is going to be one of my worst subject together with CSAS. What Mand said was right. I always score beyond my expectation whenever I emo after my test. That explains the grades for my BCHM and HAP. lol. So should I start emoing after every paper so that I get straight As? Ha ha. Just kidding, Mandy :D :D I very kind one. I'm not sure if it's nice to say it out. So I shall just say this : Well done, Mandy! You've done Bedok North proud. Ha ha. And we did reach our goals :D
I got all nervous after Mandy told me that the results are already out. So I immediately went to check. Ha ha! Can't wait. It was a roller coaster ride I tell you.My mood went from 'super nervous' to 'Oh, shit!' to 'Woo hoo!'. Ha ha. So my overall mood now is neutral. Cause the happiness cancel out the sadness. We would be taught completely new subjects next semester and I hope i don't die.
I just lost a job opportunity because I don't have Microsoft Excel skills. Dammit. The pay was $6/hour.
8:48 PM
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Oh my goodness. My com is damn freaking lagg. It’s so laggy, I can’t even type a sentence properly. WTH. But it’s alright now. Ha ha.
Went out yesterday. And boy am I glad I did. Cause I bought an automatic umbrella! Wee~ Ha ha. Watched Guess Guess Guess yesterday night. Wa lao~! So damn sweet la!! Neh neh. Not fair. But, I shall not be jealous. Ha ha. Ate 7 mini bread and one regular sized bread for dinner last night. Pro~
Tomorrow is the day. But my mum refuses to let me stay over for two nights. Sigh.. I shall skip the night cycling part. Cause I know my face will most definitely change. And I also know something else. I’m going to miss out on all the fun. Then I will be super jealous and regret my decision. And the cycle repeats itself. Lol. But I still choose to stay over for the second night J J
Watched American Inventor this morning. Wa lao. I almost cried at one part la! Is damn touching. I’m starting to like this show :D There’s Extreme Makeover : Home Edition later on at 3. Remember to catch it! Ha ha.
And I had the weirdest and most disgusting dream yesterday night. Eww.
2:35 PM
Friday, September 07, 2007
RATATOUILLE IS DAMN NICE!!! GO AND WATCH :) :) :)
Just finished watching ratatouille online. It's damn nice la! :)
I wanted to watch White Chicks next. But it's been removed. Sian. So I shall watch 40 Year old Virgin instead. Ha ha :D
OMG OMG OMG!!! 40 Year Old Virgin is damn porno can~!! And it isn't very nice either. Lol. My eyes are going to pop out of my head soon. Cause I've been in front of the com from 10 till 4. gosh. I'm a computer addict! :D :D
1:34 PM
I'm going to watch Ratatouille online now. I know I'm damn cheapskate. What to do? No one date me out to watch movie. ha ha. :D :D
10:39 AM
Thursday, September 06, 2007
Muahaha!! Watched Evan Almighty yesterday. It wasn't as funny as I thought. Maybe the atmosphere wasn't there. Did nothing at home besides using the computer, watching TV and eating. So pathetic.
Anyway, my sister got a new phone. Woo~ Lucky shit. She dropped hers in the toilet bowl and it went haywire. Ha ha! So now she has a new one. Damn cool la! She just have to shake her phone to switch songs. And there is this counter in the phone that counts the number of steps you walked. So cool so cool la~!! I also want!! Ha ha.
Low Mei Jun forgotten to do something yesterday. But being her friend, I anticipated that she would forget it. I would really be surprised if she remembers. Ha ha.
10:34 PM
Just finished watching Secret online. One word came out of my mouth when the movie ended : "HUH?". Ha ha. I don't freaking understand the ending. lol. But it was nice. Th feeling so nice la! Ha ha. :)
1:31 PM
Just some random thoughts. This is a world where the rich gets richer and the poor gets poorer. And this is nothing but the damn ugly truth. Think about it. Filthy rich asses have the damn money so that they can go abroad to further their studies. Earn their Doctorates and what not. In the end, they would be the ones earning the big bucks.
What about the poor? They might not even have the damn money to study in a local University. So all they've got is a pathetic A level Certificate of a Diploma. Well, unless you have what it takes to get yourself a scholarship. If that's the case, then I shall keep my mouth shut.
But even if that's the case, the rich SHOULD NOT look down on the poor. The show that I was watching was saying something like :
The rich should not look down on the poor. Cause for example, if you're a doctor sitting on a cruise and you happen to fall into the sea, you might need a poor fisherman to save you. Conversely, if you are a poor fisherman and you get sick, you need a filthy rich doctor to cure you. So yup. I thought it was very true.
So the rich and the poor shall be friends! Muahahahah! Ha ha. Siao.
One more thing. his entry is in black so that my old friend, Jia Lin, can read it properly. ha ha.
11:18 AM
Monday, September 03, 2007
Woo~ Today is freaking retarded la!!! My sister and I cleverly chose to leave the house when the rain was raining the heaviest. Wow! The umbrella was only useful in keeping my body dry. Cause my pants was wet. I look so pathetic man. With my hair messy like a crazy woman and bottoms so wet. Tsk tsk tsk. Anyway, we went to Simei to collect my sister's phone which she have been repairing for the past two months. the problem? She dropped her damned phone int the toilet bowl. Ingenious! And her phone didn't black out even after she took it and washed it under the basin. Miraculous! Ha ha.
Her phone was finally well enough to leave the repair center. So we went to Pets Safari to look at the animals. And guess what. So many of Bubu's friends were there la! And they were only five weeks old. So tiny la! Bubu confirm will loo like a half giant beside them. And the dogs were so freaking cute la!!!! Especially the Chihuahua and the Pomeranian!!!! Grr. I want to have a dog.
Anyway, headed back to Tampines mall. And we went marketing! Ha ha. Bought some chicken and vegetables. I think I'm a half vegetarian man. Cause my dinner consists of nothing but vegetables, vegetables and more vegetables! Woo~ So pro right! I know. Plus the vegetables we buy each week is either cabbage, broccoli or spinach. Double wow. Worse some to worse, we will just eat canned food. I seriously feel I'm not receiving enough nutrients besides loads and loads of fibre. Lol. And I bought potato chips and more chips and some muesli bars and instant noodles. Heavy man.
Luckily I was clever enough to buy 5 bread before we went marketing. Bought two from Breadtalk and three from Four Leaves for my dinner. Ha ha! So much right. I know. Anyway, we walked back to Century Square to buy my sister's dinner, went to buy bubble tea before heading home. Once again, I felt pathetic. My hands are full. And I still have to carry an umbrella. But we managed to make it home. Phew! Had lots of bread for dinner. And it made me realise something. Bread can actually make me feel full. Wow! I'm amazed when I felt full after finishing all those bread. And I also realised something. I am eating so much carbohydrates!! Omg! They will be digested and converted to glycogen by insulin and stored in the liver for future use or converted to FATS and stored in the adipose tissue. Wow wow wow.
Watched Hey! Gorgeous. And guess what? The next episode is going to be TP!! Woo~ So excited man. Seeing my school. Ha ha. But Oh Shit! Next episode is PP Day 1. Gay la gay la gay la!!!! And if you guys have not realise it, there is 9 days left to release of results. Oh the contradiction. I want to know but I don't want to know. You know that feeling? Yup. That's the retarded contradiction. But we still have to know. Last semester before I'm going to be separated from Mandy and my classmates. Oh my god!! So sad la.
Watched Arts Central after that. It's about a 4 year old boy that runs 32KM every DAY. WTF la! Neh neh sia. This little boy is Budhia and he was abandoned. And when this man saw him, he took Budhia home to his judo school and sought medical help to prevent Budhia's leg from being amputated. Yup. It seems like an extremely kind gesture and he didn't ask for Budhia to repay him. This man also knows that Budhia would not be able to train during Judo training due to his leg. Budhia used vulgarities. And one day, Budhia used it against the man's students. Angry, the man punished Budhia to run around the track till he returned home. But the problem was, he went out and forgotten about Budhia. When he returned 6 hours later, he saw that Budhia was still running. Unconvinced, he went to ask his Judo students if Budhia had been running non-stop and they said yes. This was when he realised Budhia's talent for running. But the problem was, Budhia was only 4. He's retarded la! Even experts say that children should not under go intensive training until their 15 or 16 because their bones are still developing. This bloody man made Budhia run 32km everyday and claims that he wants to nurture him into a world class Marathon runner. My foot la! What worse, he wanted Budhia to run 70 km NON-STOP WITHOUT WATER. Ass right this guy. Why? He says it's because he wants Budhia to be in the Guinness book of World Records and have a certificate to show his achievements. My ass la! It's because he wants fame and fortune. And he said, if Budhia dies while running, he would e regarded as a Martyr. Pui! So inhumane right this stupid guy. Neh neh sia. Doctors said that Budhia would face major health problems if he continues to run like this. Shit this guy la! I'm damn pissed after watching that documentary la! But this guy was arrested for exploitation of children rights I think. But I'm not sure if he was jailed.
Anyway, I think you guys would have already seen Jia Lin's blog. But if you haven't, go see it now! You will be shocked at what you see. And nope, it have not been photoshop-ed. The little image that people have about me is gone after my dear friend posted that entry. Thanks, Jia Lin. Your effort and tarnishing my image is greatly appreciated. Anyway, since you guys have already seen the ugliest picture that I have taken in my life, I have nothing more to lose. So here are more ugly pictures. Plus Jia Lin. :D
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And yup. US :) But then again, I'm not that kind either. If you think she is just a pretty girl that is a little too crazy, YOU ARE WRONG. Below are some 'Behind the Scenes' pictures especially posted for the sake of my dear readers. :)
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This is what people usually call : R-E-V-O-L-T-I-N-G :)
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Stage 1 : Annoyed face
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Stage 2 : In the process of changing her face expression
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Final Stage : Tada! She smiles! I think. In actual fact, I cannot give a definite answer. Yes, she is smiling. But on the other hand, her eyebrows are sloping down, which indicates sadness. So is she happy or is she sad? That is up to you to decide my friends! :)
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Her expression when she didn't notice you.
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Her expression when she notices you.
But the main purpose of this chunk of retarded pictures is not to show you guys that we really are retarded. But, it's just to show you that we have our retarded moments as well as..
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.. our 'normal' moments! :D :D :D
P.S : See.. Jia Lin, at least I kinder than you. I accompany you in some pictures leh. So you not so pai say. Ha ha :) Like my post? Ha ha.
10:09 AM
I found out something which is not good at all.
It's so disappointing.
It's extremely devastating.
I'm going to die waiting for it.
ISWAK II IS NOT GOING TO BE OUT TILL END OF THIS YEAR/NEXT YEAR!!
This means that they postponed the date. Damn them la!! :(
10:08 AM
Sunday, September 02, 2007
More sobs in the morning. More promises. More persuasions. The matter is finally solved. No more worries! :)
Went out for my aunt's birthday lunch We were supposed to go to The Melt. Bu we changed location cause of the retarded jam. Anyway, went to this Chinese restaurant. The food was damn good man. Anyway, we headed back to Century Square for a show. Walked around and went to Billy Bombers fora drink. Woo. We ordered 7 root beer floats. For the seven of us. I tell you,
BILLY BOMBERS ROOT BEER FLOAT ROCKS MAN!!!!!
Damn nice la. And it's very 'floaty' Ha ha. Have a lot of foam when you pour the root beer. Anyway, their potato salad and burgers are nice! Wee~ I love Billy Bombers :) :)
We watched 881. It was quite nice. But the problem was 60% of the show is in dialect. But there's subtitles. So no worries. Just that it would be funnier if you understood what they said in dialect. The ending was rather touching. At the same time, it was irritating. Cause all those aunties were crying and you can hear them sobbing and finding for tissue paper in their bag. And the sound the plastic makes when they pull out the tissue and all that crap. Lol. One show down, two more to go. Anyone interested in Ratatouille or Evan Almighty? :D :D
Went home after that. My sis ordered Canadian Pizza for a change. Let me tell you. DO NOT ORDER CANADIAN PIZZA. today will be my first and last time ordering i. Cause it's not nice. The bread is not soft, the cheese is not sticky. The topping is so damn little. The side dishes are either too oily or too salty. Yup. That's what I thought of it. Luckily we only ordered one. Phew!
Anyway, I have to go out with my sister tomorrow. We're going marketing alone for the first time. Cause of Saturday's nightmare and Sunday's dinner, we didn't go marketing. So my house have no vegetables, no meat, no instant noodles and the worst of all, NO CRACKERS!!!! AARRGGHH!! ha ha. Lol.
EXAM RESULTS ARE TO BE RELEASED ON 13TH SEPTEMBER!! OH MY GOD~! SO SUPP PAPER PLEASE!!
P.S. : Mei Jun, I still want to eat subway! Ha ha :) :)
9:44 AM
Saturday, September 01, 2007
OMG!! Today sucks like shit. Because of something I said. Because of something she did. We over stretched her patience. The whole afternoon was reduced to sobs, swollen eyes, hunger and fear. Fear for what she said. Fear at what she might do. We were helpless. Locked out. It's dejavu. The feeling really sucks.
I really hope it can be solved. I really hope I will not break my promise. I really hope she learns to be less stubborn. I don't want this to repeat again.
Suicide is a cowardly way of solving a problem.
9:32 AM
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