Thursday, February 21, 2008
I need someone to come to me straight in the face and give me a good and long scolding. Cause I am watching They Kiss Again from 2pm all the way to 6. 30 pm. And I cannot freaking concentrate. I need motivation. My motivation level hit an all time low. I don't feel anything towards tomorrow's exam even thought I am less than half way through. I just finished Topic 3.4. OMG!!! Help me!! Someone!! Anyone!! But I guess by the time help ever comes, the exam would have been over. I don't want someone to just tell me nicely to study. It will never work. I swear. I need lots and lots and lots of encouragement, motivation and a good hard scolding that will wake me up to my senses and make me study. Even if help really came, there will not be enough time. Not when I have a family gathering this saturday. It will take up at least the whole of the afternoon, evening and night. Not when I have yet to touch the killer subject yet - HPI. Not when I have not even finished half of what I'm supposed to study for tomorrow's exam. What the hell am I doing? I don't know either. I have been watching youtube videos, surfing the net, playing games and reading my 100 over e-mails. I am stupid and crazy to have chose such a time to do all these things.FUCK.
6:40 PM