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Monday, May 05, 2008

Wow wow wow. OC2 lecture just killed numerous of my precious cells. From good mood to emo, depressed mood. And yes. I almost cried like a retard. Again. If you know me, it's not a weird thing. Cause i cried during A. Maths lesson in secondary school, cried during MSt 1 in sem 1.1, cried in MSt2 in sem 1.2. So if I ever cry during sem 2.1, it's not a big deal. Maybe people might get irritated with me. But I really don't understand ma! Then my brain's next reaction is to switch to emo mode and c-r-y. Boo hoo.
And I have a super metabolism today. Cause I felt hungry just one hour after having my lunch. Plus today's breaks are like all one hour a part. Like wts la! No no. Not typo. It stands for What The Shit. Muahaha.
Anyway, saw Jia Lin at design today! Woots!
And the highlight for today. The director's list.
When the teacher flashed a list of student's name on the projector, the first thing that caught my eye was TAY LI IAN MANDY. And for like the next 15 seconds, all I did was to stare at the name and admire my friend. And for I don't know what reason, the teacher shifted the list and this is what I heard :"aye, Felicia." And then I saw my name. I was shocked. Not expected at all. Didn't even dare to dream to be in that list. Furthermore, I didn't hit 3.5 GPA and never ever scored a Z in my life. Oh well.
Happy? Not really. But I was embarrassed. Cause I was the last one. Number 22. At the bottom bottom bottom of the list. I felt like I just happened to squeeze in that list by luck. But I bet number 23 must feel angry. Cause he/she missed by one position. To a person that didn't really deserve it at all.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

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