Such a failure. Never even find a single article in school. To think that I wasted my 4 hours of break J-U-S-T-L-I-K-E-T-H-A-T. I am officially suffocating. Because of CSAS. Because of FPath. Because of Japanese. Because of OC. Because of ......... And I don't like this feeling. Cause I've always been 'fearless'. Even during exams. I feel the stress only during the nights when I have to jam everything on the notes into my puny brain. Even though it repeats everytime there's an exam, I didn't feel the way I'm feeling now. This is a whole new experience. I need to learn how to mange my time. And I need to learn it soon. But how? Studying gives me pressure. But not enough to make me follow suit. :(